Bitter Sweet

Why is saying good bye so hard?
It is not like i'll never see you again.
And YOU i have not been buddies with you all summer and this is STILL hard
And you, you have been my wall this summer, the brick wall i lean on when i feel like giving up but before that you were just the girl i looked up to imensely
You will still talk to me, as the little girl that has looked up to you, the crazy dude who had my mom as a teacher
You will come back
You hurt me so bad, and yet there were so many good times
you were there for me, and i was there for you, what will happen now?
You literally were not here all summer till the end
and same with you!
You have been to busy for me this summer i havnt even had the chance to say goodbye

YOU who was not my buddy all summer, you tried to explain to me your reasoning
i still dont get it, but i do feel better about it,
but now you have to leave me

You who sat and listened to my ramblings
you are leaving

you who distracted me on cue
very rarely did i even need to ask you too
Why do you have to go?

College is an incredibly mean concept to those left behind in the rubble

Not only are the people thery have been led by torn from their lives,
but also we who are still here are expected to pick up and lead others.
It is going to be a hard conccept
I can do it.
but it's going to be hard.

I know that you will come home sometime.

I know that you are praying for me,
and know that i am praying for you.

So for now, good-bye.

I love you!